Pain changes people.

C~ 18years old ~ Dutch ~ Rock, Metal, Dubstep ~ Sarcasm -- If you want me to check out your blog,, ASK If you need someone to talk to,, I'll be here, just message (: Instagram

 Bluppers.

I can’t fight for us if you don’t want to fight for me.

Tag(s): #diary
Jogging. Trying to be healthy

Jogging. Trying to be healthy

Tag(s): #me #diary

 I just really missed having a place where I can talk about my thoughts and what I’m feeling and what is happening in my life. 

I was scared that people that I know in real life would see, but I think I can handle that now. It’s what I feel and think„ and if they can’t take it, they can’t be real friends I guess..

Tag(s): #diary

Kinda miss putting little text posts and things on here.

Tag(s): #diary
Anonymous said: Done? With what?

With him, with school. Everything.

Tag(s): #diary
Tag(s): #diary
Tag(s): #diary

I swear to god. I can’t do this anymore. Stupid Valentinesday.

Tag(s): #diary

I don’t know why, but everything is going so well.

Never had a better relationship with my boyfriend. I feel good. I got my tattoo. Only problem is my health, but that won’t change.. so I’m actually happy, for the first time in a while

Tag(s): #diary
Nieuwe tatoeage, so happy. #tattoo #tatoeage

Nieuwe tatoeage, so happy. #tattoo #tatoeage

Officially done with scouting

Tag(s): #diary

Omg, my mum told me I could have my tattoo, so happy. ;D

Tag(s): #diary

I’m sorry I’m not perfect, I really am.

Tag(s): #diary
Anonymous said: God, you're truly pathetic. Given your age, I can't really blame you, but honestly, female heterosexuality is a Stockholm syndrome. Stop meeting up with him, stop talking to him. Stop pretending he means anything to you at all. Say "He's dead to me." without lying and be over him. Stop feeding that sexist cheating parasite pig. Your life, your choices, and if you made clear to him he's not one of them, then it's his fault he doesn't get it. You're responsible for what you say, not what he hears.

Please just shut the fuck up and stop looking at my blog, yeah I know it’s you. Get a life. You are just as pathetic as me, still checking up on how it’s going between me and Jeroen.. just get a life. Thankyou.

Tag(s): #ask #diary

Please slit my throat and watch me die, don’t keep doing this.

Tag(s): #diary