Pain changes people.

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 Bluppers.

In a few days I’m gonna go on camp for 2 weeks. I don’t know if there will be wifi or a computer, I will let you know.

But just so you guys don’t worry if I don’t answer your asks.

I will have a queue, but it will only post 20 posts a day, so it isn’t much, but it is something.

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Pretending like your fine towards him when he threatens to break up with you„ really breaking down on the inside. Please don’t do this.

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Meh, my boyfriends brother is celebrating his birthday Saturday and he invited me too. We’re gonna swim in the backyard and just hang out.. but I don’t feel comfortable in my bikini when I’m around people.. and there is this girl coming.. and my boyfriend said he would do her( a while ago). and I’m afraid he’s gonna look at her and think she’s prettier and ugh. I want to go, but I’m just afraid. I need to look skinny and pretty, I need him to think I’m beautiful

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Thankyou guys, I love you so much! <3

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Really close to giving up on us.

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I don’t think I can deal with this/do this.. but I don’t want to give him up.. but it’s gonna break me into pieces..

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I don’t know how to handle this, I honestly don’t.

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I want a new tattoo

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I can’t fight for us if you don’t want to fight for me.

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Jogging. Trying to be healthy

Jogging. Trying to be healthy

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 I just really missed having a place where I can talk about my thoughts and what I’m feeling and what is happening in my life. 

I was scared that people that I know in real life would see, but I think I can handle that now. It’s what I feel and think„ and if they can’t take it, they can’t be real friends I guess..

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Kinda miss putting little text posts and things on here.

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Anonymous said: Done? With what?

With him, with school. Everything.

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